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3 minutes was not enough

I hate how my depression affects everyone around me. I want to be happy around them all the time but it’s hard

This song each and every lyrics really hit hard when you feel your life is stuck in everything and you can't even do anything.. I'm here to listen and cry again alone

My bf snded me this vdo yesterday,and he leaved me 😔..idk the reason.hope he'll come back if he had saw this

🤍🫂

My comfort song since 2021

Midnight crying.

I used to listen this at my lowest point in 2021, wondering if people will ever love or accept me. It's been 3 years and life has changed drastically. If someone like me can change and have a brighter future, I believe others can too, and have the feeling of belonging. Don't give up!

I Purposefully, deny things that makes me happy. Leaving as soon aa tution end, going home alone in night. Denying for going out. Because i know even my brother says don't stick with me, go anywhere else or just leave me why are you always following me, if we are going to a party or something. If im with my friends i don't have anything funny to talk about, i just make conversation weird when i open my mouth and many more things,, people just pity me , even my parents, why im like this, my other siblings are normal thry go out, they love to wear stylish clothes, fashion and they are really happy when there is a event, but on the other hand, i force myself to attend those event, even when i feel suffocating, everyone is clicking pictures laughing dancing. I just feel loke i dont know why im here, when im surrounded by people, i feel so alone there is one. And i can't ask someone to babysit me, i can't ask my cousin they are here to enjoy the event , not to babysit me. And my parents start saying why is your face looking like this, atleast wear clothes properly, see your brother, but i tried my best to look okay and it's not like i hate my siblings, I'm truly happy that they are normal and im not jealous of them, but the truth of the matter is im the black sheep .

2024 and I'm still here🥺

Someday i'll commit suicide....

the best lah

2024 anyone?❤

:'c

Pequeña yo, si lo conseguimos ❤️🩹

who 2024 listening like❤

Crying every day and trying best everyday it's hurts when you still fail at it 🥹

When I'm away from you, I feel like running back to you so fast. When I'm close to you, I feel like I'm gonna suffocate from my self doubts. There's no fault in you my love, all the fault is mine. Tell me my love, what should I do?

This me because that how my life was

❤

Dear future self.. Im writing here cuz Im here back again, as always. You always listen to this when you start breaking down so I know you’ll be here again. Whether good or bad, i need you to listen to me. It will pass. You can go through this. Time flies by and everything will be okay again one day. Breathe, take it slow. Step by step, trust yourself. I know you think you’re useless but please believe me, you’re capable of more than you think. You are worthy of happiness, and you will be able to go through this. I love you, so love yourself. You can do this, sweetheart❤ Anyone else reading this, breathe. It will be okay, believe in yourself ❤️‍🩹

Who's coming from Beomgyu live 👀✨

''how much did i hope for''..

Coming back to this after I healed❤️

:((

People say to love someone else you must love and be confident with yourself first and it’s not like I haven’t tried I tried to look something good on to me and love myself but I couldn’t. Maybe because I’m selfish no body likes me and that’s why I’m never the first choice for anyone else. Even with so many people around me I always feel alone and burden to everyone. I just want to disappear where no one knows me where no will have any expectations with me. Sometimes I just want to hear someone asking “how I am” “how is everything” “are you alright” but till today no one has ever did. I know I’m at fault but I can’t do anything about it. But it’s alright the life goes on.

I find this song again almost every year. When I listen to it, even if I don’t feel hurt, I still cry. i can’t explain the feelings this song makes in me, but somehow this is the only thing that can express what I feel…

Yes, it was hard and still is. Each day felt like eternity and even today i cant say all my pain has disappeared but I'm still going on. I do believe there will come a day when i can wholeheartedly smile and say yes i made it and I'm happy. I wish to die happy.

*"I hated myself for not being able to receive love"*

i never thought the day where i didn't want to disappear whilst listening to this song would come but here we are, i'm a lot better now. i'm glad i didn't give up. ok bye :)

came here for Noah 💜 from PLAVE

I was watching Beomgyu's live on weverse and this song started playing and he started patting our heads at 3:20 , it was so comforting i started crying and i realized how much i was missed this song so here i am listening to this masterpiece again 🥲

me to my youth

The constant failure is so hard to handle, even that I keep trying hard each time and each failure hurts more. Years are passing, the life of the other people is moving and mine nothing I don't want to die but I also don't feel alive. But I do wish I could be helpful to someone

i love this song

When the first time I listened to this song, I cried so much. After 4 years, I'm here to listen this song again, I feel so much relieved and comfort. I remember that I cried those days so much and my heart was heavy. I went through so much pain to live in this happy. life has ups and downs. Believe in time, Time will heal you. You are perfect the way you are 🌟

I hope everyone that reads this can have a good life and be happy forever ❤ -a good person

May 2024, anyone?

This was the song that I listened to when nothing in life was working i was so much in pain in my heart i just wanted to disappear but that wouldn’t be the solution after all with time passing by I’m still trying to find my happiness

hello again

idk but im related to this song sm...

나도 행복하고싶다ㅠㅠ 나 한테 왜 이렇게 어려워??

...will my mind feel at ease if I just disappeared...

"will my mind feel at ease if i just disappeared "

ain't no way this was post in my birthday.

Here i am again... I feel so closely to this song... I made a mistake less than 1 week ago and hence my friends all are trying to avoid me. They all say im ungrateful and i agree... Ive taken styff for granted and only realised it after its gone. I dont know how to make them like and care for me as much as they did last time.. i sound so pathetic for thinking they are ignoring me and felt left out only to realise i lefted myself out the whole time and it wasn't their fault... I was just blaming them for styff i hate myself. I feel so guilty.. i wanna convo with them but im sure they made up their minds... This happened before, we talked, it became good. Now... Urgh i hate myself sm and like i miss the bond we had.. i wanna cry so bad

It was hard, it is hard... so hard to continue. I am scared of being happy cause I am scared of being sad the next day. I have lost so much so early and I just want to connect anymore. What use is it to connect with anyone if they will leave, if not by theie choice but with death. I feel no motivation to do anything anymore. This song just feels like my life explained. I don't want to be like this. I guess I will update when I am doing and feeling better.

나는 한때 내가 이 세상에 사라지길 바랬어 온 세상이 너무나 캄캄해 매일 밤을 울던 날 차라리 내가 사라지면 마음이 편할까 모두가 날 바라보는 시선이 너무나 두려워 아름답게 아름답던 그 시절을 난 아파서 사랑받을 수 없었던 내가 너무나 싫어서 엄마는 아빠는 다 나만 바라보는데 내 마음은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가 어떡해, 어떡해, 어떡해, 어떡해 시간이 약이라는 말이 내게 정말 맞더라고 하루가 지나면 지날수록 더 나아지더라고 근데 가끔은 너무 행복하면 또 아파올까 봐 내가 가진 이 행복들을 누군가가 가져갈까 봐 아름다운 아름답던 그 기억이 난 아파서 아픈 만큼 아파해도 사라지지를 않아서 친구들은 사람들은 다 나만 바라보는데 내 모습은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가 그래도 난 어쩌면 내가 이 세상에 밝은 빛이라도 될까 봐 어쩌면 그 모든 아픔을 내딛고서라도 짧게 빛을 내볼까 봐 포기할 수가 없어 하루도 맘 편히 잠들 수가 없던 내가 이렇게라도 일어서 보려고 하면 내가 날 찾아줄까 봐 아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아 얼마나, 얼마나 아팠을까? 얼마나, 얼마나 아팠을까? 얼마나, 얼마나, 얼마나 바랬을까?